Freeing Friday

This week is not quite as easy as past weeks. While those things are issues I deal with daily and combat pretty well this weeks' is a constant battle.

I need to free my depression. This past 3 days have not been so great. While I only felt I was drowning one day out of the three I still feel the ripples of it. Even today is slightly there waiting for a weak moment.

I am going to work on freeing that. I can't afford to let it near.

Freeing Friday

I have dubbed Fridays my freeing days in which I free things in myself. Today it is about self confidence. I lack it. I don't like myself sometimes. And I wish that I looked different sometimes. I have never thought I was pretty. I used to get called names in school and bully's called me ugly multiple times a day. That reeks havoc on a person.

People always say how much my daughter and I look a like. That maybe so. I think she is beautiful. But I don't see that in myself.

Today I am freeing the "you are ugly" from my vocabulary. I am 41 years old and it has gone on long enough.

Is there anything you want to free?

~hugs~
Wanda